nothing

Sometimes I forget that I can be infinite possibilities.

By not defining, I can be nothing.

Being nothing, I can be everything.

And so I can make being infinite a reality.

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last name, Ever.



Burial & Four Tet should always be together to make beautiful offspring/music.
Ahh…words cannot describe how much I love these two songs. :) They really take me to another place. Listen.

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isn’t it sad how our deepest issues come from people that we love the most?

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I carved our names into a tree
I walked on decomposing leaves
I skated on the frozen sea
It’s real as far as I can see

Oh whoa whoa whoa oh oh
It’s real

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love thought

not only is love itself beautiful, but the notion of two people discovering each of their own capacities to love and be loved together is magnificently beautiful, too.

…and below is a bonus private past post that I will put up because “love thought” was too short:

“24-25”

Oh Kings of Convenience, you guys will forever own my soul.

In further procrastination of my studies, I shall post in my bloggedy blog.

Admittedly, my head isn’t where it “should” be in my first semester of graduate school, but who is to say that this is not part of the experience? I will take a risk by layering my persona with some cheese by admitting that I have been too busy falling in love.

Counseling. I still find excitement in learning and consciously/subconsciously applying its content. The counseling major has officially sucked me in. So much growth and introspection to be gained from it, and the great part is that it will be a continuous growth. A major that promotes empathy and compassion…a major that promotes balance and inner peace for both the therapist and client. I see more clearly now that it echoes the principles of Buddhism. I am a fan.

p.s.: you may barf now

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and being grateful for having someone who makes me feel infinite.

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discovering how Elliott can help ground me.

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And then there was one…

Late night thoughts about re-thinking.

Energy reroute: commence.

Grab this life vest.

Funny how much strength it takes to extend an arm.

Autopilot is a temptress.

I’m hungry.

Goodnight.

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ground control to major Tom

My trade of choice stirs me up inside…it is unceasingly unsettling.

And the stance that we take isn’t much to bear/ Yeah, we leave things to change on their time/ And our failure to care for it leaves us blind/ ‘Til we’re tired and we’re crazed in the mind/ I’ve been, I’ve been silent.

It is easier to embark on self-exploration positively during a period of constancy and stability rather than when there are multitudes of changes and unpredictability.

Challenge accepted…or rather…Challenge enrolled.

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When music touches a part of your heart and lets it burst…

You change all the lead
Sleeping in my head to gold
As the day grows dim,
I hear you sing a golden hymn.
The song that I’ve been trying to sing.

Purify the colors, purify my mind
Purify the colors, purify my mind
And spread the ashes of the colors
Over this heart of mine.

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And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.
Stephen Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower)
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When First We Faced

When first we faced, and touching showed
How well we knew the early moves,
Behind the moonlight and the frost,
The excitement and the gratitude,
There stood how much our meeting owed
To other meetings, other loves.

Read More

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currently

fighting my demons.

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spin

shaking off after diving into pools of passion.

when you comprehend that what you see now is black and white…how do you shake yourself out of it…when from your every pore, the beads of zealous sweat of it seep through. do you want to?

passion…with its personality bringing you opposites of weakness and strength.

its stench so strong that it pierces through your nostrils and you spin. spin, disoriented. spinning wheels in vehicles moving much too quickly for any time to think about which direction to steer it…while the hands on my watch are ticking. i can hear them as loud as church bells.

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Please teach me gently, how to breathe.

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